Sincerely, Master Niklaus.

New Eye.

I mimicked the old picture with my own eye, i feel that it is a success but its rather grainy. how do you guys like it?

My Apologizes.

I have just completed my first week back at college. I have been really busy keeping my homework up to par, not allowing it to fall behind on my prioritizes. I am disappointed that violetta and I haven’t had sex here in college yet. I stay over at her room for the majority of time. she has a loft set up, and her bed is a twin sized set at 6 feet up from the floor. Its not simple to have sex in various of positions, like I enjoy doing so. We usually just settle for me fucking her sideways while she lies on her back. I do like this position but then after doing the same one so many times we lust for some variety. While I am talking about sex positions, I’ll bring up a topic that has been bothering me for a while. How the heck do I have sex in the doggy position? Is my dick too upright, are the angles between our bodies wrong, does she need to arc her back downwards/upwards, is it because my thighs are longer than hers, causing my dick to be too high? Too many factors in this problem. On occasions when I do manage to slip it in it feels as if the vagina is pointing downwards and my penis is pushing upwards, its rather uncomfortable.

Today I took over the position of Grand Master for my fraternity Kappa Sigma! (President)

Niklaus

A realization that occured today.

It took me long enough to realize that I had not implemented the attribute of respect in her list of rules yet. The moment we arrived back at our casita I sat violetta down and demanded her to start implementing respect. I mean to use the term “respect” in referral to her being snarky, being amused by me, and making jokes when I am in a serious, dominant mood. I do admit I haven’t gotten around to the point where I actually am serious and practice my dominant-ness. I do laugh with her when she jokes around. I do want to have her doing that but sometimes she needs to stop at the boundaries and be submissive but that’s hard to do after watching me laugh and not being serious. We went over her general rules and added a new rule regarding respect and its tolerances. Another weakness of mine is that I haven’t exactly been consistent with my boundaries. Sometimes I’d punish her and sometimes I don’t do anything when she does the same thing that I had punished her for in the past. The Desire Journal that I gave to violetta has been sitting in her backpack meaninglessly and I don’t have any specific ideas of what to do with it other than adding rules to it but rules fluctuate and change frequently. I enjoy the list of rules to be virtual. If anyone out there has a journal that you use for BDsM purposes, please share with me what you do with the journal.